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And when the sky gets dark
And when the lights go out
And when everyone is asleep
That's when it hits me most

My thoughts keep spinning around in my head
My body is painfull and exhausted
My heart feels sad, empty, lonely and unloved

I close my eyes and try to imagine a life without any pain, fear and loneliness
And then... a deep sigh..
I get back to reality and realise it was all just a unreachable fantasy

Insecurity comes over me
What if this is it?
What if I'll never know what it feels like to be loved

Tears fall down my cheeks and i cry myself to sleep
Untill tomorrow arrives
And the sun comes up

I get up and put on my mask with the brightest smile
Nobody will ever know
theres a loving heart that bleeds
Hungry for love
But It's okay
I'm ready
Ready for a new day
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