Anorexia fight
Giving up … fight … giving up
Even though the fight inside my head is slowly escalating
I’m trying to survive the best I can
But all I can think about is my weight
Losing weight
What to eat
When to eat
Where to eat
How to eat
Even though I’m sure I gained a lot of weight
I still can feel my ribs
And only that fact
Is keeping me away from starving again
I hate this life so much
I can’t handle this fight anymore
It has to stop
Soon
Eating
Starving
Vomiting
Taking laxatives
Taking water pills
Exercise all night long
Start a new day
Continue the same routine
I’m tired
I want to fight
But I don’t know how anymore
Please
I need more strength to fight
I need more motivation
To pick up my life
For once and for all
Somehow
I don’t believe
I would be missed
When I’m gone
That makes giving up
The easiest thing I could do
But I will pick up the pieces
Once again
Start fighting
And trying to beat you
The best I can
There must be a life without anorexia
There must be a life without depression
I need to win
I will give it all I have got left
I WILL WIN !!!
Even though the fight inside my head is slowly escalating
I’m trying to survive the best I can
But all I can think about is my weight
Losing weight
What to eat
When to eat
Where to eat
How to eat
Even though I’m sure I gained a lot of weight
I still can feel my ribs
And only that fact
Is keeping me away from starving again
I hate this life so much
I can’t handle this fight anymore
It has to stop
Soon
Eating
Starving
Vomiting
Taking laxatives
Taking water pills
Exercise all night long
Start a new day
Continue the same routine
I’m tired
I want to fight
But I don’t know how anymore
Please
I need more strength to fight
I need more motivation
To pick up my life
For once and for all
Somehow
I don’t believe
I would be missed
When I’m gone
That makes giving up
The easiest thing I could do
But I will pick up the pieces
Once again
Start fighting
And trying to beat you
The best I can
There must be a life without anorexia
There must be a life without depression
I need to win
I will give it all I have got left
I WILL WIN !!!
Reacties op dit gedicht
| spiritoffreedom: | Zaterdag, december 15, 2018 11:04 |
| heftig, keep fighting. sterkte | |
| waterval: | Zaterdag, december 15, 2018 00:22 |
| yes you can !!!! groetjes van ~~~waterval~~~ |
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| Johny Donovan: | Vrijdag, december 14, 2018 23:21 |
| prachtig, mooi omschreven en wees sterk ! | |
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| Auteur: Lautjuh89 | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: de redactie | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 14 december 2018 | ||
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