I know,
I am far from fair...
I know,
you want to try to repair...

All doubts and loose ends,
our communication,
These wholes when it bends
and the places of darkness.

But the bending hurts so much
and I can't see your efforts
and the slightest touch,
breaks so much more

and all these desperate fears
and all the unpatient moments,
makes the path so unclear
and the words sound so empty.

left behind,
when we used to be so close.
Your heart is nowhere to find,
to the person I am trying to reach out...

struggling to let go,
holding on to the promise...
preparing for the huge blow,
but not able to escape.

but like always,
I will take the blame
and one of these days,
I can finally move on.

{Goodbye, my best friend}