I'm on birth-controll.
I slowly feel how my inner monster enrolls.
Being medicated against being fertile
I act, however, anything but sterile.

I feel like I could have seks with just any handsome dude,
Leaping up against appartment walls, I act insecure and rude
I'm never this- needy- for people to trace or get them with me,
I'm always clever, shy, witty yet modest you see.

I think this medication sets me up and pushes me upside down.
I feel like I make the whole world frown
I have been A true virgin my entire life, I never could find love and luck,
With this medication to new hormones I'm badly struck.

I wish, I wish for that guy with the nut-brown hair and the big bright eyes
To pop up out off nowhere…. Love me gently and finally do what I want him to
Get him inside me, help me off, these hormones, but where does that man hides?
I feel like I got out off controll, I just almost could be having seks with someone like- you?
I guess Mister Imagination is not really there,
Sometimes, leaping up A wall with my hormones,- makes life so damn right unfair.
*Roarrr…*