I hate that I'm like me
And i can't stand..
The way you dress, put your shoes on
And than leave...
I hate that you're just like that..
I can't stand..
The way I cursed you,
But then again forgive.
It's frustrating,
How I experienced heartache..
With and without you!.
While you don't even care
What have you done to me
Destroyed dreams
Lost hope
Terrifying nights
Empty days
Lies
And more meaningless memories..
You give me as reward for my love,
Punches and nightmares
You broke every promise you once made..
Why am I like this..
Instead of lashing you out
And wishing you were dead,.
My heart just keep screaming
For you to come
Back.