I remember the emptiness of chasing another high taking another pill reaching for the sky to fall down as deep as I could go throwing up in the sink buried in the snow no one that could hold the sadness in my bones from all the empty nights feeling o so cold what is worth my life? when i’m drinking to survive no future in my mind no vision of the light swallowed by a shadow given power by myself the road is getting narrow nobody that could help
now i can see a light o so clear i remember the love that held me o so dear when I was a child innocent and pure no need for a cure no darkness in my heart just as i am a child of God carried by mother earth loved from the start being one with all that’s what i forgot