TheSandman's feelings
feeling's are useless,
they have no power....
i think of death...
i'm thinking it every hour...
what would it be like?
last breath, last strike...
every minute a piece of me dies....
until i have no feelings, they're only lies...
lies that make my life a hell
before i'm gonna sell...
my soul to the beast....
only then i am deseased...
dying is the only reason to live....
maybe i'll reincarnate....
but hey, it's fate
maybe somepeople can't die...
maybe my life excist's from a lie
that's a lotta maybe's for a kid...
well, blood i'm gonna spit...
no question about it
fighting against the will to live...
i hate to say this
but it's ment to be..
if Xvon is right,
hell, we'll just see.
i can knock myself down
i can fuck myself up
i can hang myself in the town...
somebody shut me up!
before i'm gonna fuck everyone up!
sometimes i hate me....
but things are
ment to be...
why the fuck do people care???
they stop me, it's not fair!!!
they make me pissed!
but i'm gonna be missed.........