You said 'it's over'
and a shadow fell all over me.
You had stolen my heart
but suddenly threw it back at me.
I don't understand it,
how can you let 'us' slip away?
Maybe we could have worked things out
but you just didn't want to stay.
You see things in me that I'm not,
blame me for things that I don't do,
how can you take back the words
that I'm meant for you?
I couldn't be more lucky that I had you,
I thought it was gonna last.
But that one stupid fight messed it up
and changed it all so fast.
I know I've made mistakes,
I kept on saying things that aren't true.
I didn't mean all of it
and I'm sorry about it too.
I wish everything was like it used to be,
I regret that I disappointed you,
but do you think it doesn't deeply hurt me
that I'm not important enough to you?
We did so much to get here
but our love failed indeed.
Then I guess this wasn't right
and you're not the person I need.
But I wanted to fight for you,
I would have lied for you,
I would even die for you,
it all just was too good to be true.
After all what's been said,
maybe it's hard for you to believe...
but I still love you with all that's in me,
and I'll never regret what we've achieved.
I guess we will remain friends,
it's not that I don't want us to be.
I just don't know what the future might bring
cause you meant everything to me.

J. I wish we could have created something special together.... but I truly love you from the bottom of my heart to the depths of my soul.