I'm getting tired of being alone
Just loosing my will to go on
It feels like your heart almost turns to stone
And the essence of love already gone
The thing which gave me my desire
Is now a cold empty place I put up for hire
The passion for hoping has turned to dust
And I finally see everything is lost
There's nothing left that's worth fighting for
'Cause the pain is getting more and more
A heart that's been torn apart is not a pretty sight
It's like a sudden darkness surrounds the shining light
I'm drowning in a pool of a thousand cries
Which overwhelm me with fear, as I begin to realise
That being in the landscape of wonders equals dying
And that the presence of thunder makes you stop trying
I really don't mean to sound dramatic
But what I need right now is a fanatic
Someone who makes the sealed clouds disappear
And with one word, takes away my fear
Someone so special, of a true meaningful kind
Is like in every continuing story so hard to find
And just when I seem to find someone close by heart
Sooner or later, my past will tear it apart
Now, is it wrong for me to say
On every term it's better this way?
Is it true? am I too demanding?
'Cause I don't know what keeps me standing
Is it caused due to the wrecking fear to die?
Should I go on with living?I don't know why
On the wheel of fortune, with a twist of faith
'Cause I know it isn't heaven, so it must be hate
Am I the everlasting subject of eternal pain?
Or am I just the lonely stranger wandering in the rain
I can't tell the good things from the bad things any more
And just one wish remaining: I wish it will be like it was before
That a higher force: 'the Supreme Court of love'
Will once again, sew their seeds from straight above
Infecting the twisted minds of society
So that every living person, will be a number in variety
The world just wouldn't be so cruel
'Cause now I'm like an engine, but without fuel
Tenderly bright, and gentle pure
That is the only possible working cure
A cure which is do hard to find
'Cause it's something intense of a special kind
Dra'igornh Luna (Don)