Don’t want me to get hurt,
don’t like to fall into dirt,
over and over again,
every time it is me they slain.
Why can’t this pain just stop,
why do I screw everything up,
didn’t take care of her at the begin,
but now it’s to late I committed a sin.
I forgot that I was number one,
she didn’t had any boyfriends before me and now its gone,
right now I’m aiming for her to be a friend,
maybe we will near the end.
I am not making any move,
she shall be the one to help this friendship improve,
I tried enough for now,
I just hope she tries somehow.
Damn I still care,
today I saw her rare,
but when I saw her,
you could see the pain I had to endure.
Friends say she is finding it difficult too,
but when I see her I can’t believe that is true,
I believe my friends no doubt,
so I’ll believe without an cry or shout.
I just hope she contacts me soon,
I wish I was in paradise near a lagoon,
hope she and I can be friends,
and if not then this friendship ends.