“Emptiness surrounds me. It reveals the things that will never be”
When I needed someone the most, there was nobody there
And when I sank in the shit, there was no one who cared
Being alone and abandoned is what I’ve always been
To go through this forever seems to be my only destiny
When I needed someone so badly, no one seemed to hear me
And when it couldn’t get worst, there was no one to help me
It has always been like this and it will always be
It has become so very clear for me to see
When I desperately needed someone, no one seemed to see me
And when I was lost and confused, there was no one to support me
It has always been like this and I can’t take it anymore
Too much for me, the cup has overflowed...
For decades I couldn’t find any love or comfort, only pain and sorrow
All I ever longed for was affection. But all I ever found was desolation
Is it so much that I ask?