RIP


If anyone says anything further
i swear i'm gonna explode
if anyone pushes me any further
i'll be bleeding and crawling on the floor

looking for some water
looking for a way out

the voice of gossip, assumptions and criticisms
please shut up, before i get sick
god i need i need to hear from you so bad
but i don't so i kick scream and cry and feel
sorry for myself

maybe it's my fault, because
maybe i'm not really listening

and then i'm rip
ripping apart
why's it so hard
why does it have to hurt

have you ever felt like you were drowning
with 500 tons on your back
going faster and faster crying
so sick of, so sick of trying

to get out of this mire
all by yourself

rip, ripping apart
why's it so hard
is there a way out