don't you think I hear him,
crawling out your name,
he want's me to love him,
to never let him go
I hear him all the time, even when he's not calling
I can see his face want to bring me to my knees,
his voice is trying to hurt me..
Not pulling me true
but destroy me
Why?
Because I can't give him my life?
Maybe it's time for me to show him i am able
to walk straight, say no
so he would stop
I wish it really was that simple...
Cause I know now that he won't stop, it doesn't help
he goes on...
Making me feel guelty
for not being on his side
And I know he won't stop hurting unless...
I give him my life
There's only one way out,
but maybe it's not wurth it, not right
to leave, maybe I want to, but i can't
I'm sorry
So go on, hurt me
You won't get what you want
you can't force me to love you
You won't get me down!!

thx to my friends who are helping me out this mess
especially my "brother"