I had a dream
First it was nice
Colours were all over the place
Colours and not a single face
No lies
And no scream
But then
The colours became dark and evil
They moved round and round
And suddenly there was a sound
It made me chill
I wanted to go away, but when ..
I also couldn’t move me
like my mind couldn’t take that
I felt small and insecure
Nothing seemed to be sure
I wanted to go away, no matter what
But also somebody else wanted to be free
Because I heard a voice
I heard my name
Someone was calling
I would help before he’s falling
This wasn’t a game
And it was my own choice
So I went further
I listened to the sound
I used my soul and heart
I had to be smart
Else I had never found
And would it all be worser
I was locked in a soul of another one
Someone who had lost himself
And needed me
Also to be free
But it was also like it was about myself
I had to let him see the sun
And to show us both some fun
I had to promise
That when he was down again
I would help in the same way
I told him that it was okay
Every now and then
And that’s the way it is
Actually he wanted me in his heart forever
But I told him
I couldn’t handle that
I told him we could always chat
Between us was time so thin
And that I would love him forever
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I heard you screaming
I heard you calling
I heard you all around
But I couldn’t see you
I couldn’t catch you
It broke me, the sound
Cause 'nothing' was what I found
It killed me to hear
I couldn’t move
It brought me fear
Where was the prove
Locked in your soul
Couldn’t you tell me where I was
I was looking for an hole
I was looking for because
What did I have to do
I heard you
But I heard no words
I looked if I could take the way
Backwards
But nobody did say
I heard :
Go back
and you’ll fall
Go further
and you’ll see it all