Last night I thought about ya………………………………………………….
The whole night I couldn’t sleep………………………………………………
I was just thinking…………………………………………………………….
Thinking of how it could be………………………………………………….
All the moments of ous passed on my head…………………………….…
First I was so happy with you as best friend………………………………..
But know I want more………………………………………………………
Every night before I sleep I make a wish……………………………………
I’ll pray that one day my dream will come true…………………………….
Is it so wrong to love you…………………………………………………..
I want to hide my tears……………………………………………………..
But I can’t…………………………………………………………………..
Last night I cried I thought that night would never end…………………….
All the seconds, minutes and hours were going so slowly………………….
Every second you were on my mind………………………………………..
The only thing that I feel now is pain……………………………………….
A lot of pain…………………………………………………………………
I think that everything is broken…………………………………………….
If my life is meant to be so I want to die……………………………………..
Because without you my life has no meaning………………………………..
My heart and soul is bleading………………………………………………..
In my heart there’s a place ………………………………………………….
That place was ment to be fillen by your love………………………………
Oh girl I want you so bad……………………………………………………
If only you could knew how much I love you………………………………
I would do anything to be loved by you…………………………………….
You are the only girl I want so bad………………………………………….
I’m writing my feelings here in this poem…………………………………..
Never thought I would do that………………………………………………
I’d never thought that life could be so hard…………………………………
I just want you by my side…………………………………………………..
I want to die in your arms……………………………………………………
Are you so happy now with that guy?……………………………………….
Everytime I see you I’m in heaven………………………………………….
But right now I’m deep in hell……………………………………………….
My life has become one big mess……………………………………………
It’s broken and I think that I can’t fix it anymore……………………………
Hophely one day my dream will come true………………………………….
Then I would be the happiest men on this planet……………………………
But it’s just a dream I think …………………………………………………
The best now for me I’ll think is to die……………………………………..
I’m living for nothing at this moment……………………………………….
I would like to say goodbye to this world……………………………………
It would feel nice……………………………………………………………….