Last Time…
Blood on my hands,
The knife hits the floor.
I did it again,
For this feeling I couldn’t ignore.
See the blood dripping from my pulse
Looking in the mirror tears on my face
I realized I did it again
Feeling so alone in this awful place
What have I done?
Blew it again.
I have to hide this scar forever,
A promise I’ve broke for the pain.
Promised you all that I wouldn’t try again,
I remember but this dark feeling is working against.
You just can’t imagine what the feeling mend!
I will cry myself a sleep
This nightmare became real
Will drag me down for the last time
I will wrap myself in silence,
won’t tell you again how I feel…