If I had a dollar for every time I've been wrong,
I'd be a selfmade millionare but my happyness still would be gone.
So I go out in my own style and wear my lucky shirt,
to be different...to cover the hurt.
All I wanna do is stay all day in bed,
but i'ts bad for my body and even worse for my head.
So I'll go to a place where no one asks me a thing,
It will help me to forget and help me to think.
And now im stoned again and it leads to my end,
and im scared of myself.
Cuz now its all the same the places and names,
and im scared of myself again.
Have you ever wanted to wake up from you're dreaming?
It scared me so bad I couldt control my heartbeat and breathing.
Well I'm out the door when I cant controle my feelings,
I dont wanna care or feel, i'm getting weak and tyred of fighting, its no longer appealing.
And now I'm stoned again and it leads to my end,
And im scared of myself.
Cuz its all the same the places and names,
and I'm scared of myself again.
Some people reach out right into you're soul,
and finding the hole and making it bigger.
I dont know how to think or how to feel,
my head is a mess and it just wont heal.
I'm scared of myself again.
gekkerikkiej