When painful tears were drying
And my heart has left dying
Only blood remains on my hands
Only pain swallowed in silence
Hate stepped into the sealing scars
I’m so tired of being hated and to hate myself
So tired of my fears who keep winning in my dreams
So tired of my addiction not helping me out
So tired of living in the bitches mask but its not what it seems
My pain is bending over in tears
The tears I hide when it’s get dark
The darkness that surrounds my cut
And the cut’s that form my only spark
But still so tired of the cuts I keep making
So tired of the blood I admire with my heart
So tired of losing ones I love
So tired of falling apart
I’m so sick of playing
Sick of making my smile
Sick of being down here
Sick of being left alone after a while
I’m so afraid of crying tears
Afraid to tell people how I feel
So afraid of being me
Because nobody sees me as real
I’m so confused by the steps I take back
So confused by people that don’t believe
So confused by all the things I’ve seen wrong
So confused by all the memories being real
I’ve had enough of being me
Had enough of living through
Had enough of hurting others
Had enough of hearing my stories aren’t true
I’ve felt to much homes leaving
Felt to much tears suppressing me down
I’ve felt to much darkness along my heart
Felt way to much hate I now were as a crown
I’ve held to much stories
And I’ve held to much lies
I’ve held so much unbearable sadness
My heart held to many never spoken cries
I’ve seen to many people leaving
To many beloved dying
I’ve seen so much of me going under
That I just can’t bare more crying
The last tears have come out now
There is no more for me to be
You can hurt me with whatever you want
But I think you’re glad you don’t have a clue what’s inside of me
I carry too much now…
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| ~*Woepiej*~: | Maandag, juni 28, 2004 11:03 |
| ik zie zoveel mensen die zoveel om jou geven hieronder.. en jij maar klagen dat niemand om je geeft... Dat doet echt pijn.. want ik dacht serieus dat je bijna niemand had.. en hier staat het bomvol mensjes... Als jij te vol zit.. zoek dan hulp bij vrienden familie en desnoods profs ofzo.. voor veel mensen is et belangrijk dat jij beter word beter over jezelf gaat denken. Ik heb gebesloten dat ik niet meer over mijn problemen ga praten... Ja dom he.. nou weet je waarom... |
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| cootje: | Zondag, juni 27, 2004 23:07 |
| woow egt een heel mooi gedicht!..maar we zijn nie anders van je gewend:P...veel sterkte en liefs cootje | |
| The unreachable: | Zondag, juni 27, 2004 20:18 |
| Oeh...unreachy is in shoque...Elfieh, lieverdje toch? what happened? Don't lose your faith?! Come'on...you already came this far! Are you gonna give up everything now? Every fight you ever fought? No, you can't, you can't do that to yourself, you can't do that to us... | |
| sick suicide: | Zondag, juni 27, 2004 14:12 |
| ik ben eventjes heel erg stil dit is een heel mooi gedicht en er staat een stukje in lijkt het wel waar het we gistermiddag over hadden. en je hebt gelijk het s un verslaving een hele slechte zlefs maar we kunnen er alleen nie zo snel van af komen :(. dikke knuffel |
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| Dark Sinner : | Zondag, juni 27, 2004 12:32 |
| Wauw prachtig!! The biggest change of all, comes from the heart. Ones you have so enough of everything that you will change, without knowing it!! Just believe you can!! But dont give up! Dont lose faith within yourself!! Much love |
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| Fading Away: | Zondag, juni 27, 2004 12:18 |
| Such a beauty, this one.. But please, keep faith.. It's time that heals your wounds.. Kusje, Vicky |
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| Lost_Angel: | Zondag, juni 27, 2004 00:10 |
| Wow.. Meisje dit is echt zoo goed.. Jij hebt echt talent!! But you have to start believing..it will be okey.. *doet knuftack op jou* |
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| ~*Missy*~: | Zaterdag, juni 26, 2004 23:43 |
| Echt geweldig mooi geschreven!!!!! Keep up the good work!!!! Liefs, ~*Missy*~ |
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| Butterfly: | Zaterdag, juni 26, 2004 22:57 |
| *silence* Hoe jij je gevoelens verwoord, het is niet te omvatten in woorden.. Sterkte meisje, dat is het enige wat ik nog kan zeggen.. Liefs |
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| Auteur: FrogCess | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: Sheena | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 26 juni 2004 | ||
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