Is it hope that guides me?
Is it sadness that takes me down?
I just don't want to feel like this anymore.
But I can't deny it, this pain is a part of me.
I trust it.
Pain comes soon enough.
But not happyness.
What makes me smile always makes me cry.
Life has so much to give.
I believe it.
But why do I always see and feel the dark side?
Why me?
A person who for no one is truly real.
I am nothing more than blood and pain.