I can handle this!
Almost 6 months
It all started with disbelief,
Wanted it to be a dream.
But once I was really here
Sadness started to stream.
I realized I had lost my past and my future
Lost everything I wanted to be
I knew it would take long
Before it all was gonna come back to me.
From that moment life fell apart
I screamed and I cryed.
I didn't even THINK of making a new start
I just despaired, I never really tried.
But then there this one day,
I realized this was nothing much.
I lived in New-Zealand, but so what, I wouldn't stay
I KNOW from the inside I'm Dutch.
I can't hang around with my friends anymore
But at least I can see and hear them
There'll alway be with me, in my deepest core,
No matter how f*cking far away I am.
Now the time for waiting has come
Two of my friends will be here about 3 months (even less)
Then my past will be back for a while
And my future will contain more brightness
And ofcourse, I know I'm not there yet,
But I can handle life and I'm gonna do what I never dared
No tears anymore, but hope instead
Because you're not brave, when you haven't been scared!
- My parents scared me, but you made me brave :) -
It all started with disbelief,
Wanted it to be a dream.
But once I was really here
Sadness started to stream.
I realized I had lost my past and my future
Lost everything I wanted to be
I knew it would take long
Before it all was gonna come back to me.
From that moment life fell apart
I screamed and I cryed.
I didn't even THINK of making a new start
I just despaired, I never really tried.
But then there this one day,
I realized this was nothing much.
I lived in New-Zealand, but so what, I wouldn't stay
I KNOW from the inside I'm Dutch.
I can't hang around with my friends anymore
But at least I can see and hear them
There'll alway be with me, in my deepest core,
No matter how f*cking far away I am.
Now the time for waiting has come
Two of my friends will be here about 3 months (even less)
Then my past will be back for a while
And my future will contain more brightness
And ofcourse, I know I'm not there yet,
But I can handle life and I'm gonna do what I never dared
No tears anymore, but hope instead
Because you're not brave, when you haven't been scared!
- My parents scared me, but you made me brave :) -
Reacties op dit gedicht
| Bell: | Woensdag, november 10, 2004 05:05 |
| oke...beautiful..:D | |
| Bell: | Woensdag, november 10, 2004 05:04 |
| Thanks for your kind words.. Love this one... It is very beatiful.. Take care.. Lots of Love. |
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| BloodElf: | Zondag, november 07, 2004 16:25 |
| overdonderen Prachtig!! Liefs, |
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| MaGiCaL: | Zondag, november 07, 2004 10:15 |
| heel erg mooi gedicht!! suc6 met alles liefs magical |
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| Auteur: Pyro | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: ~Marina~ | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 07 november 2004 | ||
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