Im sorry..
Im sorry for the words I said
I really recret those words,,
Im sorry for the looks i gave you
I really want to take them back,,
Im sorry for the words I wrote
I really want to rewrite everything,,
I sorry for the way I acted
I really want to reverse everything,,
all I can say is:
Im sorry, I cant take my words back
Im sorry, I cant take my looks back
Im sorry, I cant rewrite anything
Im sorry, I cant reverse time
And last but not least
Im sorry that I was me..
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Sorry lieve jongen,,
the love promise was gemaakt
nadat je had gezegt dat je
vreemdgegaan was,,
T spijt me egt lieffiej!!
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the mask
The mask is on
Again..
I don't want to
but I have to..
I want to cover every scar
I want to cover my pain..
I don't want to be discoverd
don't wanna be who I am..
I don't want to be remided
I just want to disappear..
just like before
Just like in the past..
I didn't want to speak up
I wanted to be silent..
I wanted to lock myself in my one life
But you snatched my key before i could lock up..
You turned in my heart and saw my pain
You were shocked but never had a doubt..
You could understand why I felt like that
Because I always seemt to be happy..
I knew what you were gonna say that
So I prepared myself to this..
I said Im gonna try to explain
I explained it like this..
From the outside Im light
Always shining and having fun..
From the inside Im dark
Always screaming and hating myself..
I am like a moon
I glow in the dark..
You understood me
And you said you can trust me..
You started cleaning inside by showing i could trust you
And i started to feel better
You even saw the pain other "friends" left behind
and you started to clean that to
You did everything for me
I felt much better..
But still I felt like a moon
I couldn't stop screaming inside..
I couldn't open up
At least.. not for everything
I was scared
Scared to get another scar..
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Je weet dat ie voor jou is tog..??
Ik hou van jou!! egt waar lieffiej,,
bedankt..!!
nwly!!