Can you imagine a rose who's afraid to open?

Yes? Well, that is what I was before I met you..
You brought meaning to my life.
My whole world was changed into my favorite color, 'Pink'
For one second the time stood still...
I was in a dream...
You guided me true al my fears..
You protected me from al the evil around me..
I was happy...
For on second I felt I was someone in the world..
I felt wanted, I felt love, I felt meaning..of LOVE..
I felt warmth...I felt YOU...
For once in my entire life I was Happy, I could exhale..

But it seems it was just a dream,
So..when I waked up I saw it all again..
The world, the pain, the suffer..
But...
After all that..I could still remember..
Your first smile..your touch, your kisses...
it seemed so perfect..The dream..
But I knew you were to perfect to be mine..
Maybe I wasn't worth you..Or..maybe it was just a dream..
I was afraid to wake up, but now i am, and you know what?
I can still see you..There, every night in my dreams..
At night I prayed that soon you would fade away..
but yet, you'd sticked around..like a glue..I just can't remove you..from me, my dreams, my heart..

So i desided to write this poeme, just for you..
Although I do realise..that you doesn't love me..
You didn't love me..enough..Like I did..Like I do..still..

I wish you will be happy, I wish you'll find someone who will love you just the way I do...for you..only you..
Like a glue, You will always be in my heart..

Kiss, jennifer





- JJennyy -