Sometimes madness atacks me..
In times my soul is weak..
Happynis makes place 4 evil..
Wormth makes place 4 heat..
The evil that makes me unfocussed..
The heat that stops me from thinking clear..
Creates situations hard 2 handle..
Makin the pain hard 2 bair..
In times that madness atacks me..
It influensis not just me..
But the ones I love around me..
That mean well, but just cant see..
That I'm fighting without them knowing..
Refiusing evil from the start..
By tryin 2 ignore it..
It takes you down twice as hard..
Cos now its not only me being hurt..
But 2 the one I honor so..
Who'ms help I know is ment well..
But just noware near possible..
Cos 4 sure I aint no god..
I cant handle the evil..
Given by the ones I love a lot..
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