it's back again
i'm depressed
can't help it no more
would u help me

so alone here
sitting on the chair
talking to people
I don't know
just to feel important

smiling, just to feel normal
I'm a freak
a nightmare
psycho
that's all I hear
and that's I will always hear

guess they can't see
that they hurt me
I guess they don't like me
but they are my friends
and I don't know why

try to figure it out
but I can't
too confused

those people
I don't know
they're so nice
I love them
but they're so far away
I can't have them
they're too good for me

don't wanna lose more, then I already have
in love with a guy again
but he's far away
and he's in a band
never gonna get him
he's too good

why do I feel this way
too confused, too confused
please help me to figure this out
Help me..