Every little step I take
Seems so difficult to make
The feelings, thrown away
They make nothing less for me to say
The words I don’t want to tell
Deep inside they’re screaming
Deep inside I want to cry them
Yell them, scream them
But I don’t dare to tell the truth
Because I told I was feeling good
Outside I do, but I fake it
‘cause inside I’m dying
I seem to be very happy
But inside I’m crying
And I don’t want to
I want to be happy
But it seems so difficult
I want to be lucky
But I guess I’ll never make it
I want to, believe me, really want to
But I can’t always fake my mood
‘cause outside I keep swimming
but inside I’m drowning...