Like a flash you're finaly gone
I now see that I was wrong
I should have kicked you right away
You've tortured me one whole year
But now i'm free, I can breath
I hope you stay away from me
For all eternity
Even after i'm dead I wish to dispose you
You gave me hell while I gave you all I could
With no thanks I allways returned home
I hope you get raped or much pain
For all I care, you're just dead
I know that's not something to just say
But I mean it with all my heart
when I say that you were my pain
You did make me feel good sometimes
But what did you really return in favour
All I got was your nagging about what was wrong with me
But don't you see that it's all you?
That it's just your vision of reality?
You are Disposable just like the rest of your kind
And that is what i'll do with you in my mind
If you come crawling back begging for forgiveness
You'll just hear me laugh, and mabe you get another chance
I've had enough of your sh*t I want to get my life back
I shared with you what I could and all you did was take
Now I see that everything you did was a fake
If you ever read this, I hope you know i'm not joking this time
I'm just myself so you better accept it
'Cause if you realize to late
You might regret it
In my fear of losing you
I was blinded and couldn't see
What you were doing to me
Now I know that you're just a waste of time
I realize reality and Materialize my spirit
There is one thing you did do good for me
You made me stronger from the inside
-This one is for you Monika, I hope you read it sooner or later-
-Cause in the end, they all will know that you are a faker-