My heart desires something,
Love!
I want to be loved,
Be hugged,
That I know some people give really to me.
Love,
That I in the past not really get from
my father and brother.
They will love another,
But do they love me?
I want to see it in their eyes,
I want to feel it with my body!
I want to be hugged,
To be loved.
That is my deepest wish!
I want to feel,
That I’m special!
I want to see that they really love me!
I will be
Hugged,
Loved,
Special,
No more wrong memories from the past.
Just be
Hugged,
Loved,
Special!
I know they can give it to me!
But I’m afraid from what is happening then,
Its very new for me.
I don’t really know what it is to be
Hugged,
Loved,
Special.
Especially from my mother.