When I read
You’re poetry and hers
I’ve still got this sick idea
You 2 are together
For so many years
I’ve got the feeling
I can’t reach out
To whatever she did
However she made you think
With her, you never had a doubt
You were blindly in love
Nothing could stop you
That is what I read
What you write
It was just you two
Am I doing something wrong
Please tell me if I do
Because I don’t want to lose you
To some other miss
Who listens to the same bands
Like blink 182
Is she still deep inside
Are you still in love with this girl
Who tries to infect you
With her crappy mind
Is she still your pearl?
Isn’t it possible
For her just to disappear
Or even every girl in this whole world
To vanish
Into the atmosphere
Sorry for my chaos
My distrustful behaviour
My fear and my tears
Just wanna hold you close
So our aura in between is full of colour