Little emotional bitch
big evil witch
leave the knife alone
Queen with the heart of stone

fat and ugly
bad and roughly
pushing everyone away
still wanting them to come and stay

a Fucked up sis
who doesn't help or support
who destroys with her deadly kiss
the girl who isn't worth

The one with the messed up mind
and the staring eyes
the child who isn't kind
the one you hope that dies

i broke your promise again
couldn't handle the pain
you were angry with me
srry disappointing is all i can be

Look for help is what you want me to do
talking to strangers about stuff including you
to change who i've become
to find silence in my storm

Blackmail is what you use
because i refuse
plz don't start
don't try to become a part
of me
to see
if it gives satisfaction
to bleed
or if i use it to get attention
but you know that's not what i need

You can never understand
even if you want to
secrets hidden in the sand
leaving you without a clue

if you wanna help me
don't loose faith
stand by me
and patiently wait

when i'm ready to stop
i will let the evil thoughts drop
hoping you are still there
to catch me anywhere