hi my name is sun
And I am twelve yaers old
but my son is not warm
No it feels very cold

Sometimes I get mad
When evrything breaks down
Than I really feel lonely and sad
Especially when ther is nobody around

My mother is a alcoholic
And my dad disapeard out of sight
I never knew him neather my mum
Becease she only comes home at night

I have got 4 litlle naughty brothers
and one little sweet sister
they are very sweet
and when I tell them happy story's they whisper
Will we ever be happy and be free?

I never answer that question
Becease I don't know what to say
When evryting is making me grazy
I often run away

And than I hear the childeren cry
And than god tels me that I have to go back
Why god why?
I just want to fal of the bridge
break my neck

I hope mummy is gonna love us very soon
Wel I don't care if she loves me
I just want her to love my brothers and sister
I hate my mother
all I want is to be free

But some day,
ther will be someone in my life
Who can say
to me
I love you