Some time ago, in our galaxy far and far away
Things did not work out well between us
I never wanted you to leave me, but to stay
And now days go by like I am living in a fuzz

Almost on the Eve of the coming new century
You have managed to stab my back twice
And with that you have unlocked my fury
Because some actions were not often that nice

Have you ever felt bad because of real emotions
That made your body feel like it was infected
With some sort of mix of hate and love potions
And it worries me that I let myself be neglected

Have you ever felt this enumerous pain in your heart
That makes you wonder if your time has come now
If guess you also know what it is like or how it feels
When, to a thousand pieces, it is almost blown apart

Never ever have I loved someone like you
Has somebody made me feel this weak and mad
But the love I feel for you is so deep and true
And a person never made me feel this sad
Or did anyone test me this through and through
I wish I was special

When cheating is part of your everyday life
And I really can't resist saying, I confess
Can you ever be honest and be my wife
How do you remain standing under this stress

Is it really that hard for you to just trust
To tell me what is wrong or what is right
Or has a simple lie become nothing but a must
Could you be special

I keep asking myself goddamn why me, why
Did you have to take away my lust for living
Is it really that hard for you to just do and try
Not to take it all, but try instead some giving
Be the brightest star in my now darkened sky
What does it take for you to be special
I wonder why...

I have moments now that I am awake in bed
Never has anyone kicked me this deep in dirt
Thoughts of you sometimes still drive me mad
You knew damn well the first time that it hurt
Give me answers, show me signs, make me glad

And if the future ever allows you back with me
Please bring with you, another deck of cards
Because I don't wanna play the same game, you see
Put on top that red shining Queen of Hearts
Make our star sparkle again or let me be free

Forgive me my choice of words,
But I hope you know that everything
That is You in me, still hurts.
My love, I wish you well...