Pain

Pain in my heart
Loneliness is killing me.
Will I ever find love again?
Will I ever find the things I need?

Love a painful thing
It hates me and I hate it

There are tears in my eyes
Pain in my heart
Just for the thing I will never have

Looking down the world
I see al those happy people
Why do I don’t deserve to be happy
Why do I still alive?

Crying everyday
Just for a thing called love

I’m looking in my mirror
I just see the ugly me
Is this the reason why I have no love?
I thought it was the inside that counted.

I wish I had someone that I could love
And that he loves me
But will that ever happen again?
I don’t think so.

Maybe it’s my destiny
To be said
To be unloved
Or will it be better in the future
I don’t know

Maybe I deserve to die
Maybe this is a reason to die
But what about all the people that I have to leave
No I have to stay alive
But it’s hard to say
That it’s a disappointment.

I will not kill myself
But I hope everyday
That this is the last day alive


Written by ravebitchke
2005/01/18