Angels are dead, and the devils alive.
They hide deep inside.
Rarely come out, but when they do...
they tair me apart.
Kill me slowly, and nobody notices, except me.
I tend to forget, when I smile.
But then out of the blue, they pull me down, deeper than before.
And still nobody notices.
Maybe they notice, but they just don't care.
I don't know, it's just easier to not forget, and be unhappy.
I'm used to it, it's a habit, it's a curse.
I've always had it.
It became a part of me.
Now it's just who I am.