I was just a young child
When my life turned around
All the angry words I heard
Made me wish for no sound

I hoped it would get better
And the sun would shine
But everything stayed dark
I wanted to take the life that was mine

But the courage was missing
And so I could not die
But still something in me changed
From spontaneous to shy

I wasn’t sure about myself
Kept thinking something was wrong
People didn’t see my pain
I’m surprised that I stayed so strong

But I have to admit
There were days I couldn’t fake
And people saw my worries
And I took all the help I could take

But it didn’t took much time
For my wall to be rebuild
So I continued my life
Living with the feeling of guilt

Cause the people who saw
And the people who cared
Were just pushed away
Because I didn’t shared

I wasn’t fun to live with
I know that for sure
But slowly things are changing
Because I found a cure