I'm tiered of this pain
fucking tiered of this life's game
had enough of everyone saying to stand up
had enough of my sorrows
once there was a time I stood up
once there was a time that she was by my side
she left me
she made me fall again
so deep
so hard
to deep
no way back anymore
tried to get a grip again
to hard and I'm to weak
it made me fall deeper
no way back for me
she left me
she hates me now
my own fault
couldn't stand seeing her with someone else
I miss her so hard
I need her so hard
but still I hate her so hard for what she did
I want to forgive her now
but no chance, she doesn't want to speak me anymore
I understand her ...
but still
hope ...
maybe ...
someday ...
forget it ...
she's gone forever ...
can't bear the thought
can't stand the pain
I wanna die
I'm gonna die
I want to jump
but I can't
I want to cut
but I can't
I promissed her never to do that again
I need her
I miss her
goodbye
I lost you forever