What is it that I just can’t let loose and keep holding on to you?

Why is it that I keep on running back, no matter what you’ll do…?
For days now I’m wandering, searching for a way to set me free.
But the only thing I can think of is the memory of you and me.
Together we laughed, together we cried, we shared times good and bad.
We thought we stood strong together; our love was the only thing we had.
It started so nice, but soon people started trying to break us apart.
But I already saw that coming, right from the start.
I hoped we would make it true, that we’d survive together.
Because I thought we stood strong in the worse and the better.
It didn’t take long for suspiciousness and jealousy to take place.
And then you began showing me your other face.
That face which for my friends already tried to warn me for,
Because they all saw the problems long way before…
You started to claim me, although you had no right,
and every time we’d spend together ended in a fight.
Every step I took was the wrong one in your eyes,