I'm sick and tired of living my life
as if it's not really mine.
It's like i'm not even here,
but wandering around in the darkest forrest.
trees of fear suround me
a big black cloud filled with insecurity
hangs above me,
ready to burst open
and turn to i killing, freezing rain of confusion.
I can hear the grass whisper under my feet
"just run, seek a way out"
but i'm burried under scars
scars that brought me to this inner world
and scars that keep me here
and although i keep on walking
i stay at the same place.
hoping for some one to come around
and help me find a way out of the darkness