My mind is broken
My body is damaged
My heart has a hole, that will not vanish
There were times I spent wishing I was dead
Wondering why you had not chosen me instead
You took it
You stole it all
Robbed me of it
Just when I began to fall
My first love, what a fluke
I had no choice, nor a clue
I could only imagine, what could have been
Even if only with my hearts eye
....
Still I could see
Our first kiss
Our first love making scene
The children we would have
It all seemed so real to me
As our bodies would grow old and would finally die
Our souls would not part, but would be intertwined
Our love would create miracles, one of a kind
But...
When I came too
I realized
It was all just a one minute fantasy