Sometimes I wonder how it would feel like to don't feel pain,
no one who hurts me with words,
words that cut like knives in my heart.
Words that tear me apart.
Words that kill me inside.
No one cares about the pain inside me.
Life goes on.
So I smile pretend like I don't care.
Pretend like I'm happy,
like I really belong to someone,
like I have a home.
I just let the word tear me down.
Sometimes I wonder how it would feel like to don't feel pain,
no one who hurts me.
Sometimes I wonder how it would feel like to be dead.