This feeling inside me,is ripping me apart.but i'm only following my heart.don't know what to do,or where i need to start.cause these feeling are tearing me apart.i'm trying to find a solution,but it starts to look like an illusion.fighting all these feelings doesn't seem hard,but those feelings are ripping me apart.for others it looks i'm in peace,but its the start of my own demise.i know its time to leave things behind,but without thinking and that last chance i can't get peace in my mind.maybe its time to think about a new start,a brand new one without doubt and pain in my heart.