The things inside my mind
The things inside my mind
Confusion, anger and fear,
what are they doing here?
I want them gone
I want to be strong.
My past is catching up to me in so many ways
Is this my life or just a phase?
I don’t know what to do anymore
my heart feels sore
Always these situations,
never a moment of rest
How can I be my very best.
when I feel al this frustration?
I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up
Life is tearing me apart
somehow I need a fresh start
an empty cup.
I really don’t know what to do next.
how am I going to live my life?
To perfection I want to strive
but right now I’m vexed.
I want to destroy everything I helped build
and yet I want to hold everything close
a toxic dose
of feeling unfulfilled
I feel empty
haunted by a memory
I need my strength back
it’s courage that I lack
What to do next?
this written text
has no answers
I need to re-evaluate my standards
if I ever want to be happy
Confusion, anger and fear,
what are they doing here?
I want them gone
I want to be strong.
My past is catching up to me in so many ways
Is this my life or just a phase?
I don’t know what to do anymore
my heart feels sore
Always these situations,
never a moment of rest
How can I be my very best.
when I feel al this frustration?
I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up
Life is tearing me apart
somehow I need a fresh start
an empty cup.
I really don’t know what to do next.
how am I going to live my life?
To perfection I want to strive
but right now I’m vexed.
I want to destroy everything I helped build
and yet I want to hold everything close
a toxic dose
of feeling unfulfilled
I feel empty
haunted by a memory
I need my strength back
it’s courage that I lack
What to do next?
this written text
has no answers
I need to re-evaluate my standards
if I ever want to be happy
Reacties op dit gedicht
| Eufrasia: | Donderdag, juni 05, 2014 17:10 |
| Wow, I can really relate to this. I fully understand how you feel. I'm always angry or sad. All I ever wanted to be was happy. | |
| Artifex: | Donderdag, juni 05, 2014 12:01 |
| Al die gemengde gevoelens scheppen veel verwarring. Je eerste stap is al gezet, het erover hebben. En je hebt het hier mooi verwoord. Neem simpele en kleine doelen in je leven en put daar je kracht uit. Rome is ook niet in een dag gebouwd... | |
Over dit gedicht
| Auteur: Wesley Pieterse | 
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| Gecontroleerd door: christina | ||
| Gepubliceerd op: 05 juni 2014 | ||
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