Am I really just all that?
Where have I been wandering?
I am I really true to all I had?
Where have I been walking into?
Let me say farewell,
Let me vanish into nothing.
Let me atleast ring the bell,
Let me step out of the ring.
again I get dissapointed.
Again I got the point of nowhere.
Again I was going way ahead,
Again I won the bet about my own fear...
Why should I still believe,
Why should I ever love again?
Why even decieve?
I will just dissapear then...
{... like nothing ever is new,
my heart is played again...}