I should be your mother,
Do everything I can,
Wishing I was always able to do that,
During tough times,
I wanted to be strong like a man,

And I fear for my part,
That shall be forgotten,
All those years of your lifes,
That I had a part in,

I fear for your anger,
As you will grow older,
And as your days might be tough,
Memories painful,
And I am the beholder,

Letting go of you,
Feels like being stabbed to death,
Without dying, I keep on breathing,
To stay in your lifes,
That I'm sure I need to be in,

My mind goes back, many years ago,
How could it all have lead to this?
My good will, my good intentions,
Now it all leads to a goodbye kiss,

But you are my children,
And I want you to be,
Kept safe and happy,
Even when it's not with me,

So people might think that I'm a loser,
I don't care for them, though the road is tough,
And I will miss you, cry and scream,
But at least you will be happy,
And we will remain to have everlasting love,

Sorry if I let you down,
I tried so hard to be a better mother,
Than the ones I've had in my life,
I'm glad you have a loving father,

For this is not goodbye,
And it will never be,
There is a familiar face that will always return,
And I promise it will be me...

I love you..

Mickey Heart.