I feel so empty
Because I don’t let my emotions in
I don’t let negativity get to me
I won’t let it crawl in my skin
But, if I won’t let negativity in my heart and soul
There won’t be positivity either
I won’t feel anything at all
I never allowed myself to feel
Because I thought it would make me strong
But to never show your emotions
Is extremely wrong
I really need to change
I have to face the demons inside of me
I have to talk about how I feel
My wounds, they really need to heal
It is just so damn heavy
When you’ve learned not to talk about your feelings
And it is so much more than I can carry
When will I see
My biggest obstacle is me
I am finally starting to see
Only I can save me