I am fighting as hard as I can
I am falling but stand up again
Every bite I will take
Every decision I will make

I will go for recovery
Ana is my enemy
She colours my days black
I will never go back

Back to the deepest point of you
To the lies you told me to
I choose for life one more time
Listen to you would be a crime

I am in the middle of a relapse right now
And I don't know how
But I will try to survive and beat you
I will colour the sky blue

Eating is a nightmare
But I can't stay alive with only air
Fuelling my body
To go from a nobody to a somebody

From a useless life
To be alive
Throw away Ana and my depression
And make some good progression

Not sure if I can do this alone
But I don't want to go into the grave as the girl unknown
I will try one more time to fight
Trying to find the light

No matter if I will lose or win
I must begin
I am not giving up yet
But if I will... Please forget

Forget about me
Or who I am supposed to be