I am unhappy
There I said it
I'm hoping you're happy
For I am wilting away
For all that I can say
I am sorry.
I am sorry for my mistakes
And trying to hold everything in my hands
I am sorry for putting our love at stake
And trying to be there for you when I can't
I never loved you the way you loved me
It's true, but I really tried, I really did
I am sorry for making you insane
Unintentionally, but at least I admit it.
It's not because I wanted to use you, truely
It's because the love had faded when you rejected me, firstly
It's not because I hated your voice or angst
It's because I never knew how to manage everything, gone in one blink.
Maybe it's better we go our separate ways
But I'm scared you'll fall even deeper
Maybe I shouldn't think about I all
But I've realized I'm also who fell.. Down
Into these thoughts we go,
In our mind they float,
Where do we choose to roam?
For is our heart ever pleased?
Even if this relationship has ceased..?