I have contemplated why I haven’t found love yet
And lately I’ve been running it through my head
It’s because I’m idealistically unrealistic
Growing up with romantic comedies ruined my eyes
And I’m loveless and blind

I always thought everybody needed to accept me for who I am
As a man, that loves fast and strongly, although meaningless and forceful
So wanting of sex of something to happen, that I forget all the things I do hastily
Yet completely negating the fact I have known someone for a few days
And end up being unrealistically

Chasing everyone away that comes closer or ending the event before it happens
When it does seems to go well, my friends already know it is not going to end that well
Forever I am chasing dreams, thinking that I’m the flaw in this project and why should they?
So my insecurity raises, I make hasted plans, make hasted steps, forever faced with
Being hopeless and lonely,

I think it’s alright to try and change flaws, not because I want to be perfect for others,
But I want to better myself, for myself and not for another,
So Instead of moving to fast in my head, try and take things slow and if I fall, I fall
We’ll get back up again and see what works for me and the future you,
Cause that’s how I’ll finally wont feel insecure and be with future’s truth




The human life is filled with self betterment, not self entitlement
You don’t deserve things, just because, but because you have done better
For your own worth, not for others, you grew and progressed, for your own
And of course there are years where I wish, earlier I’d known.

But for now, we are still evolving, growing and loving
It doesn’t help to have so much self pity and thinking you deserve nothing,
Better mind sets come with better plans,
So let’s all take care for ourselves for now, instead of the end.
Wishing what could’ve been.