Lately I have learned the phrase:

It is fun as long as it's fun.

It goes for every new relationship.

You'll never know when happiness is taken away.

Not being able to trust.

To believe.

I am enough.

One day there will be temptation.

Don't think you'll say no.

You forgetting me completely in the moment.

Break everything we had.

For maybe someone better.

Prettier.

Happier.

I'll know what to do.

Come grab my stuff, leave the key.

Say forever goodbye to you and me.

Convinced I'll end up alone.

Full of disrespect.

For someone I'll know.

This vision won't leave my mind.

I cannot commit to you.

Fully blind.

Just waiting for that moment to show.

I'm better off above than below.

Therefore my life don't matter anymore.

My hearts already broken to the core.