I'm so tired of always being scared.
There's only one place where I truly feel safe.
Alone inside my house, with the doors locked.
Every unknown place with unknown people.
Not knowing the exits, expectations, what they would do to me.
It makes me lose my breath.
People close to me don't understand this feeling.
Not even after my explanation.
Always asking things of me that scares the hell out of me.
There is no trust.
No love that I'm feeling.
There's only anxiety, sadness, anger.
I don't want to disappoint anybody.
But I can't
Be there for you anymore.
I'm out, beat, drained.
I've got nothing left to give no more.
Auteur: Misslis | ||
Gecontroleerd door: christina | ||
Gepubliceerd op: 11 januari 2024 | ||
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